Self Reflection | Acceptance

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I was 9 years old the first time I made myself throw up. It was easier than I expected. It made me feel powerful and in control of my body and the chaos that surrounded me.

I was 17 the first time I decided to fast. I spent weeks sipping lemon water and nibbling on leaves of iceberg lettuce. I started eating again after I passed out during a drama rehearsal and fell off the stage. At 20, I went on the Grapefruit…

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S.J. Elliott

S.J. Elliott

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Aspiring story-teller. Ordained coffee connoisseur. I write about processing personal trauma, & my quest to be a better version of myself as a human/woman/wife.